why am I such a sad person?
whenever i get off the phone with danny im kinda like "now what" and just lay there and think about how much i hate life.
At least i didn't binge today. i almost did. i mean for god sakes we have fucking cookie dough. COOKIE DOUGH. wtf its like my mom wants me to binge.
and she bought hot pockets. i would eat like two boxes of those if i could.
i just need to lose weight. seriously. ugh.
theres such hell going on in my head and idk what to do with it anymore. it's a battle and i don't wanna do it anymore. you win eating disorder, you win. i lose. what the fuck do you want from me?
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