i don't like where my life is heading. i'm a mistake.
i'm 130-135 lbs.
ive relapsed on cutting.
i'm obsessed with my boyfriend.
i keep on thinking i'm happy but i'm not. it's all a lie. i'm putting a fake smile on.
i'm so disgustingly fat. it's so gross. i'm so gross. i just want to die.
god i'm disgusting.
