Sunday, February 24, 2013

relapsing

the thoughts.....they're coming back.

i was doing so well.

i really looked at myself today and thought how gross and ugly i was. it's all ive been thinking about for the last hour.

i texted my boyfriend basically fishing for a compliment complaining how fat i was just hoping he would say you're beautiful just the way you are

and instead he says "if you're unhappy about your body then do something about it"

i'll do something about it alright