Tuesday, August 23, 2011

recovery&shit.

if I don't start making some positive changes in my life then I'm going to end up killing myself, plain and simple.

2 fucking attempts in a week.

I already have my plan and shit, and if I get all the things I need for it then it should be full proof.

But, do I really want to die?
no, I don't, but I feel like it's my only option.

but, then, I could try to be happpy.

it's just...I don't know. I'm scared.

i guess thats it. I got a lot of thinking to do.

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