I wish my mom would stop crying. she needs to go to counseling. I'm sick of seeing her like this all the time. at least I'm trying to get better.
shes such a child. she makes me bitter. shes supposed to be a mom.
i binged yesterday so i took laxatives. I was down to like 117. fasting today
im scared for christmas eve and christmas. theres gonna be so much food and I'm gonna be compelled to eat. im gonna lose all my progress.
ugh. fuck holidays.
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