Binged today. I ROCK. no. fuck.
I purged, like EVERYTHING though. legit first time I really got everything out though.
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck my life man.
I'm so fat. I wish these fuckings scars would go away. I keep on picking the ones with scabs, I really try not to but I can't help myself. 0.o Yeah I'm kinda strange. NBD.
Schools gonna be out soon. woohoo. I'm usually happier in summer. I have seasonal deffective disorder so thats why. but I'm never like you know, HAPPY. I'm just alright. I can breathe. but this summer might be differnt. I wasn't as obsessed with my weight last summer. being in a swim suit is gonna be rough.
apparently the world ends saturday, hopefully it does cuz I'd rather not live anymore.
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