ate 370 calories today. 20 over, but what the fuck ever. I'm at a plateau at 121, and haven't been able to break it. my dad commented on my weight loss today. he told me "I don't want you becoming anorexic" blah stfu. lol.
carlton didn't text me last night, so I didn't get to have my "talk" with him. oh wells. He just texted me odd enough though. I don't know if I'm gonna talk to him about anything major though. blaah.
I feel so fat. Like inside of me, I feel like this huge girl. Ugh. I'm so fat! it's disgusting.
I've been more depressed today. I don't know why, the last couple of days weren't so bad. just today kinda blows.
I'm starving. but can't eat. cooool beans.
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