I kinda just wanna give up on life.

I don't know...I'm sick of feeling never enough for anything.

I'm sick of caring what everyone has to say about me.

I'm sick of having no self esteem what so ever.

I'm sick of comparing myself to every fucking person.

I'm sick of debating whether I should eat or not, or binge or not.

I'm sick of putting on this fake smile.

I'm sick of letting every little thing bother me.

I'm sick of not being guys favorite.

I sick of me, and I'm sick of living.

I hate me. Oh my gosh I hate me. ugh. I hate living inside of this gross body. I'm so gross and I'm so awkward and I can't stand me.

I wish I was someone else.

I'm a lazy fat ugly stupid piece of shit.

I just want to die....