I didn't eat anything all day and my parents made me eat which made me binge.
they wouldn't let me go upstairs to purge.
i don't know what to do. I feel so upset. so worthless. I'm such a failure. I'm fat and disgusting and I'm going to gain so much weight.
I'm going to cut again tonight.
I want to die. I can't do this anymore! I have no strength to go on. I can't stop and I can't go on. what other options do I have?
I don't want to do anything. I want a snow day so badly tomorrow. I would be so happy. I don't want to go to school and act like I'm okay when I'm clearly not.
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