Monday, February 6, 2012

bingeing

sucks.

purging makes things better though.

it's like i have to purge no matter what i eat, my stomach can't take down food like it used to with out me wanting too throw up anyways.. is that bad?

i had to work today which i always get triggered to eat. so much food....

i get triggered by everything. i have no willpower it's disgusting.

I'm such a waste of person, a human being. I don't know what God was thinking when he made me. he shouldn't of ever made me. I suck as a person and I'm the most worthless person to ever set foot on the earth.

thats all.

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