ive been binging like a muthafucka. its gross. ive gotten back into the routine of b/p and i hate it. i havent been gaining to much but i just feel fat. i feel bloated and its gross.
i like this cade guy but i dont really know him. hes sweet but he doesnt text back often. kinda bogusss
i dont like carlton anymore, and tanners a dick. cj is just cj.
im so ugly and disgusting idk how to live with myseelf. honestly i wish i could just kill myself because i dont see the point of living anymore.
i hate how i look. i hate my body. i hate my life. i honestly do. im not even trying to sound like a whiny bitch im just honestly not happy with life. it was getting better but now its just getting suckier again.
i need to make positive changes. im just a failure and can't do anything right.
fuck my low self esteem self. im donee, kbye.
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