Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Life is exhausting

You didn't even care. You might of said you did, but you didn't

I didn't want to lose you. You were my everything and now were strangers.

I hated you and loved you. You weren't good to me.

But yet all I want is you on my lips again, stroking my hair and making love to me.

I'm better off without you but I wish you wanted me back just a little. Please act like you care.

For once I just want someone to be scared to lose me.

I want to die. This sleeping medicine is right next to me, wonders what happens if I take all of it?

I'm so fat. You left me because I was fat. I let myself get like this.

I just want to cut. And die.

Maybe you'll actually give a shit then

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