Monday, May 14, 2012

how can i be so happy one day and so sad the next?

i'm falling apart. why is it when everything starts to go good in my life i still feel so shitty?

i took my brothers adderal to stay up and do homework and shit but i ended up only sleeping for an hour which is not good because i have to get up in less than two hours.

i have so much anxiety though it's killing me.

i just want to sleep. i want to cut so bad that it's killing me.

most of all I just want to kill myself. honestly at this point if it wasn't for danny i would. i love him <3

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