How did I end up here?
I know the answer honestly, by making the wrong decisions a million times, the same one over and over again.
Who do I want to be? Honestly the first thing that comes to my mind is pretty. How fucking shallow am I.
But my mind thinks being pretty will make me happy. Who knows maybe it will.
But ultimately I just want to be happy and learn how to like myself.
I need to learn how to accept who I am.
For my flaws and all, and realize you can't fix all of them.
Do you ever just want to curl up in a ball and hide from the world because it hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and you can just feel yourself getting bigger and bigger
Please make it stop someone fix me
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