if i wasn't ugly.

if i wasn't ugly i wouldn't be the ugly ones out of my friends.
if i wasn't ugly people would notice me instead of courtney and carolann.
if i wasn't ugly i would get more guys to like me.
if i wasn't ugly people wouldn't always tell me i was ugly.
if i wasn't ugly guys wouldn't push by me without saying "exscuse me"
if i wasn't ugly someone would love me.
if i wasn't ugly i wouldn't have to let go of my values.

don't you dare try to tell me I'm pretty. because I'm not. the whole world thinks I'm ugly. I'm pale. I'm fat. I have a big nose. I have pimples. I have small boobs and a small ass. I have small lips and small eyes. My body is un-proportioned.


i look like a fucking monster.